i hate my life.

this is going to be the most depressing journal you will ever see.
my brother had a sex party and someone had sex on my bed, and left cum marks on my sheets and they threw up in my trashcan and ruined my room. i dont want to sit on my bed. i dont want to go neasr anything. im like so fucking upset. like god fucking damnnit. bdskjfhbkjasfhkaq i want to fucking kill the person who fucking fucked in my bed. i sware to god if i find out who the fuck it is imma fuck hit them so bad. i hate my life.
wanna know what my mom did? ill tell you.

nothing.

she didnt nothing. she yelled at him for like five seconds, thats it. he always haas to ruin everything for me. everything. ive been crying all day. like when i got home from the shore and saw my bed how it was and god. fucking hate my brohter. i hate him. its not fair, like he gets away with everything. that was my bed. my fucking safe haven you know. like that was mine, and its nothing anymore. i'm breaking. so bad. i have no appeitite. i'm not sleeping on my bed. i'm fucking moving out. i'll go live with someone else. its either me or him. fuck my mom. dumb bitch.