I haven't been on in a while because I have been having some crappy days. I was just making this journal (although nobody will read this) to thank Christofer Drew for making music. I have been cutting myself and I've almost committed suicide over 5 times. Whenever I get this feeling, I turn my iPod on to Hummingbird and Silver Ecstasy (my favorite songs) and I just stop everything. Christofer Drew has helped me stop cutting and I can't thank him enough for all of his music. I'm just so relieved of everything when I listen to Never Shout Never and GONZO and EatMeWhileImHot and it just makes me happy. It's been a while since I've felt this happy and I know I just keep going on and on but you really have no idea what I go through. Just, thank you and I know nobody will read this because nobody really cares but I just needed to get it out. Thanks again Mr. Ingle.